The Life

Now is the Week 7 in my university life…
But I’m still felt that I’m not comfortable...
Why? Don’t ask me. I also don’t know…
People always said:” I’m enjoying my college or university life…
But for me, it’s not, I getting the stupid assignment for this half semester…
The assignment had made troublesome to me …
I’m felt stressed…
I cannot imagine how I going to continue my following 5 semester in my university.

I’m regret and afraid I’m chosen the wrong direction after I’m leaved my company @ COWAY...
It has given me a great offered to me, but I’m chosen to continue my Degree…
Suddenly I think myself is a very stupid idiot…I make my life…
Be better?
Be idiot?
Be colorful?

I do not know what I’m doing now…
My friends always told me..
‘Don’t think too much la~’..
I’m sorry to say that, I can’t do that…
My classmates put the internship under University’s placement, but, I’m not…
People choosing the easy way for internship, but, I’m not…
I’m always make some special things for myself, to challenge it, to make myself more better, I don’t know it’s work for me or not, but I’m promise myself, I will do the best things for the others and for me as well..
I’m remembers one of my friends told me” If do not have big head, please don’t always force yourself and fit it in small helmet…” (In Cantonese)
Am I wrong? May be…
Here, I have to say sorry with my friends if I‘ve indirectly to give you all some bad feeling, really sorry…