The Life

Now is the Week 7 in my university life…
But I’m still felt that I’m not comfortable...
Why? Don’t ask me. I also don’t know…
People always said:” I’m enjoying my college or university life…
But for me, it’s not, I getting the stupid assignment for this half semester…
The assignment had made troublesome to me …
I’m felt stressed…
I cannot imagine how I going to continue my following 5 semester in my university.

I’m regret and afraid I’m chosen the wrong direction after I’m leaved my company @ COWAY...
It has given me a great offered to me, but I’m chosen to continue my Degree…
Suddenly I think myself is a very stupid idiot…I make my life…
Be better?
Be idiot?
Be colorful?

I do not know what I’m doing now…
My friends always told me..
‘Don’t think too much la~’..
I’m sorry to say that, I can’t do that…
My classmates put the internship under University’s placement, but, I’m not…
People choosing the easy way for internship, but, I’m not…
I’m always make some special things for myself, to challenge it, to make myself more better, I don’t know it’s work for me or not, but I’m promise myself, I will do the best things for the others and for me as well..
I’m remembers one of my friends told me” If do not have big head, please don’t always force yourself and fit it in small helmet…” (In Cantonese)
Am I wrong? May be…
Here, I have to say sorry with my friends if I‘ve indirectly to give you all some bad feeling, really sorry…
4 Responses
  1. 阿哲 Says:

    apa la lu nie,jalan baru separuh je sudah menggaku kalah...

    tiap tiap org ade yg special la

    macam kelas saya hor,tiap tiap sem ade budak pandai yg berbeza beza

    jadi hor...

    kamu jgn cepat mengaku kalah

    belum cuba belum tau,sudah cuba tiap tiap hari mau^^

    iklas drpd:
    C.J


  2. Anonymous Says:

    giv a smile 1st

    =)

    harder road bigger success, glad to hear u busy struggling in life, but hmmm, stressy for sure.. so hey, tats y our shoulders were here, come back time by time dude, n share it, gathering will makes thing easier

    so well jz giv any of us a call when u need it k

    another smile

    =)

    add oil in life kahlap


  3. Chee Yeong Says:

    u got study this poem? the road not taken.... don always look for u back side , u should believe u future will be better than u stay back that company sell ma tong.


  4. --Ping-- Says:

    y not think the other way ne?
    If you could go through all these...nothing else to be fear if you face this challenge again in future..
    Dear friend, beat down the Mr. Stress...
    Looking internship by yourself is much more better than waiting for uni placement...you will learn more through ur search for internship
    Gambateh!